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redscorpion911
12 June 2008 @ 06:17 pm
 Why does it seem as though everything I do upsets her? I only mean to be independent, yet loving and caring towards her. She expects me to follow her every direction, and in some cases, I don't mind. I can't imagine being without her, but I also can't imagine being possessed so dangerously all my life. I can't visit my exes or see my friends, because "they adore me", and I can't go anywhere without her input. I'm not allowed to hang out with other girls because she can't seem to stop worrying about and doubting me. I have never cheated on her in any way, and sometimes my word isn't enough to her--she wants me to prove it. I try to please her, sexually, mentally, emotionally, however I can't seem to do a damn thing right at any given time. Either I'm pleasing her sexually to satisfaction, yet emotionally I'm detached, or I'm pleasing her emotionally, holding her and caring for her, yet I'm sexually lacking that day. There are times when I'm the "Renaissaince Man", and my prowess is to the top of its game, but how long can anyone keep that up?? No one's perfect, and she understands that, and so do I, but she wants for so much, you know, and at times, I just can't do it all. 1) The misconception of true love is that it's always going to be perfect, and that's 100% untrue.

The love of my life...<3
 
 
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